Wearing thin to the core

Gone were the independent, free spirited, carefree Jesssamine.
And yes, its starting to get to me=(

My vision seem blocked and i feel all messed up inside out.

I have been having really negative ideas in my head these days, it feels dark again.

Real dark.
Back to those days when all i wan to do is to feel alive.

BREATHE. JUST BREATHE.