Extended.

2 more days of mc.

Yeap, the first doc did no shit to me at all. my fever was still here last night thus i decided to visit another doc. and the second doc merely shook his head when i showed him the medication that the first doc prescripted me. guess that says it all?

the first doc screwed up. DAMN.

UPDATES!

First it was my wisdom tooth. Followed by a really bad headache and the last couple of days I've had a high fever. Could take it no more, i visited the doc.

As usual, its the same old thing was repeated. Sensitive nose thus more prone to some kinda infection bla bla bla... And despite so many drugs prescripted, the bill actually came out pretty decent!

Due to unneccersary spendings( medical, LOTS OF CLOTHES, LOTS OF COSMETICS) i had for the past 3 months, Im now on a self imposed 2 weeks shopping ban. Not broke, but trying to get my finances in shape. Got to start planning!

Watched a couple of Nicholas spark's movies. Boy could he write! I've watched "the notebook" and "a walk to remember" like a million times(yes its a million and one now) and i still cry every single time! And i was certain that there will not be another movie that work it like they does . BUT I WAS SOOOOO DAMN WRONG. "Nights in Rodanthe", also by Nicholas sparks, another serious tear jerker. My tears were literally flowing.

Rumor has it that another tear jerker by Nicholas sparks will be realeased in February 2010. i cant wait=))

Bad day.

1.) 2 hours of sleep prior to my bad day.
2.) toothache and a sore throat aint exactly the best combi.
3.) top up my ez link card. 50 bucks .
4.) board the bus.
5.) realized that i didnt have my ez link card in my wallet.
6.) pressed the bell, alighted the bus, looking like an idiot.
7.) ran all the way back to e atm machine.
8.) ez link card was no where to be found.
9.) called transit, and they couldnt do anything bout it.
10.) so long, my 50bucks ez link.

=(

Update!

Its a tanning booth!

After i started working, i have been too busy to even to go to the beach, i had rather get more sleep on my off day than go to the beach. hehe. thus tanning booth is my only solution to get my tan. 10 mins, all in the comfort of my own little room. nude or bikini, my choice. Skin cancer? i donte really care. As long as i got my indoor lotion on, im good. cancer or no cancer, its really up to the man up there to decide. Unfortunately, indoor tanning is pretty expensive and i guess thats the only downside.




Haven't felt too well the last couple weeks thus lack of update. Slept from 6pm(ystd) to 6am(today). shiok. haven had tt much sleep in like forever. Had dinner with kaz, jon and bro at house@dempsey. A casual with a twist of fine dinning concept restaurant. not too shabby, not too over the top.

Their menu is presented in a newspaper format. pretty innovative. no?
Lamb rack
super thin crust pizza is my new love.The 1 metre sausage.

These are only a quarter of what we've order. The rest was gobbled up before photos were taken or rather, the guys were laughing at how we girls kept taking pic so kaz and i gotta control a little. TSK, the guys just wont get it. hehe.

And once again. Im broke. 30 bucks to last till 10th. Good Game.(Taught by kaz)

Trying to be cool but looking like a fool.

She's too afraid of commitment. Too afraid to let somebody into her life.
She doesn't want to love anybody. To her, that's being weak.
She doesn't want to need someone. She wants to want someone.
She should love because she wants to. Not because she has to.
She's trying. But she donte know if she can.

Confused, yet again.

Because i used to ask ton of questions, because i used to be the one who say how i feel, because i used to be so true to myself.

Idk. i really donte. i feel like im nt me anymore.

I need a break, but im broke. and its only a week after my pay day. how great is that? 3 more weeks to go=(

Lucky im in love with my best friends!

I like meeting up with the girlies. Even if its after a long and tiring day at work<3

Getting the four of our asses down together wasnt exactly an easy task, because of different commitments and all. And last week, we finally caught up with each other over a couple of drinks and pizzas over at timbre. Awesome food, drinks, music and of cos the awesome company=)

Lets plan more outing! 2 weeks in advance booking is a good plan isnt it? LOL. alrte, im turning in. goodnight!

The end.

Shame on you if you fooled me once,
Shame on me if you fooled me twice.

I've tried to be understanding. I really did. Oh well, i shld have known better than anyone else. And look at whats happening now, I donte want and donte wish to care anymore.

Fuck it.

Life is good. Sorta.

Things are finally falling into place and I'm feeling alot less lost and confused.

Not dead.

I'm still alive.

Just tt my mood has been very intense as of late... dealin' with work, life and the storm that's been buildin' up in my head. And the whole "im-starting-to-miss-him-all-over-again" thing is not helping at all. Cant i just let it go alrdy?

and i need more sleep. im falling sick.

UPDATE!

"How can anybody forget the promise?
I always knew you'd fall through, and now you're proof."

So if you're wondering whats been keeping me from updating, work and family. All i can say is that the family is currently on a roller coaster ride. One moment is up and next moment its down. Not only its physically tiring, its mentally as well. Enough said.

Last Sunday
Whats better then meeting up with partner in crime? After procrastinating for like ever, ziwei and i finally met up. Some food here, some shopping there, some bitching here and some heart to heart there.

Cant wait for the next outing!

Sunday
The saucony race was a bad run turn good..... The run itself was fantastic, others not so. I was faster then i've expected, even my dad was impressed! Maybe its the anger, or maybe im just fast. haha.

Later part of the day saw us( wellness infinity peeps) at seletar airbase having dinner. The food was awesome,Long story short. One of the must-try food there would be the buffalo wings, which comes with 35 levels of 'spicyness'. We had the wings( orginal, level 1, level 10) as entree, and believe it anot, ALL (even the chili padi lover, me) were tearing and sweating profusely after only ONE bite of the wing. My lips were swollen after the whole chicken wing. I swear it was the torturest moment in my entire life!

In a nut shell
Sometime we just got to deal with the shit some people do/cause. Because not everyone in our life is gonna stay true. We just got to open our eyes.

Just got to make it work.

And sure, the pay isnt exactly ideal and its a 6 days week. But i donte quite care, not at the moment. And yes, everyone is gonna say that money is important bla bla bla, but maybe not for me, not right now. Right now, im trying think big. Think high-concept, think general direction, think long-term goals.

All i can say is i like my work and the environment. I may not fit into the "family" there yet, but it takes time to warm up isnt it? And I may not have a life right now (im usually dead beat by the end of the day thus canceling out any life i have outside of work and go straight home.) but im sure i will get used to it and then make it work.

i know i can=)

True meaning of friendship.

They were there for me through it all, thru my up and down of my life. They are always there telling me, "You'll be okay, You'll make it through and that You can do it." I would basically give up anything in the world for them just so they will never want find the pain and heartache life holds.

Them, they complete me, they bring the widest smile to my face and make my life worth living. And even if, in the future, we maybe be apart. But guess what? We will never be truely apart, maybe only by the standard defination, but we arent. Near or far, i will always love you bffs and will never leave.

Every Ending Marks A New Beginning.

Wow, it've rlly been awhile. And nope, im not emo. On the contrary, things have finally calmed down a little in my life. The fact that i like my blog being all emo keeps me from blogging. Yeah i know, pretty sick. haha. or maybe im just used to being emo that i actually forgot how being not emo feels like.

Anyhow, what did I do while I was away? Hanging out with the lovely bffs, occasional partying and oh ya WORKING. Got a part time job at wellness infinity. Initially was just a counter job but later on they wanted a full timer for admin and marketing, so i wonder why not? Its a really good stepping stone for me and im actually looking forward to start training this coming may=))

Quicky!

WOW it's APRIL! I will have new updates back up soon, i promise! The weather is quite beautiful, i'm just glad that i've ALMOST recover from my cold.

Gonna go tomb sweeping now! CIAO!