Wishlist

I can easily write a full list of things that i want for my bday. But again, wad i rlly need is happiness.

Where do i go from here?

Achy, stuffed up and feeling feverish.

I wan to eat mooncakes, play w lantern and burn trees down. HAHAHA.. weird i know, but thats what i always do with my second brother when we were young.

I dont wan my birthday to reach. I hate birthdays. All I wan to do is to stay in my room and wish myself a not so happy happy bdae when the clock strikes twelve. then go to bed.

***mooncakes from Goodwood Park is AWESOME=S
***i wan to slp cos im tired, sad and all the wad not.

I miss you, the old you.

So if I have to cross you out, I want you to know that in the end, it wasn't because I stopped caring and stop trying, it's because you stopped being a trustworthy/non-backstabbing friend.

I chose to give u the benefit of doubt and u blew it off. Well, disappointment is a bitch and thats all im gonna say.

A bottomless pit of misery

Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle;
Be sensitive, for harsh words cut in deep.

Perception is tt im always happy/crazy/funny, and that im good at what I do, but what they dunno is, im a freaking god damn good actress too who managed to fool everyone into believing that im all okay. Fact is tt im always one step away from the edge.

So maybe, one day, just one day. I will be able to fool myself into believing that im really the happy, crazy, funny me.

&& here's a tupperware since you love screwing leftovers

Marina Bay Sands

♥♥♥

Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds

If you see me walking with someone else, It's not because I like his company It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.-Ally Mcbeal

Are you brave enough?

Day 22

Sometimes the time comes along when it's time: Time to move on. You'll still be there in everything that I do, and wherever I go I'll remember you- Leann Rimes, leaving's not leaving

When you love someone, you'll do anything and everything you can to keep them with you. Until one day when you realize that theres no way to go back to the past when things were the way they were before, step back and its time to let go.

Sometimes, being friends are rlly better than lovers.

Nickleback- If today was your last day

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

Fever=(

But this is not the end. Im gonna bounce back. Just watch me.

Best friends, thanks for everything.

Not again.

I totally top the chart for losing things in the club.

And this time, with a hefty price tag. I am just that lucky that the cash deposit machine was down and i couldnt deposit my pay.. so my pay, plus my friend's camera.. 2k? good game jess, good game.

Bottom line is. Im stopping clubbing. And dad is implementing the 2359 on me=S

Thanks for being there .

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
我飞行 但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
多的是 你不知道的事
盘旋在你看不见的高空里

Thankful.

Thanks for being there when i really need someone to talk to. Thanks for getting me ice cream cos u knew that i was really down. Thanks for acting like a clown just to make me laugh. I know i have always been nasty to you, scolding you like no others but thanks for being my best brother in the whole wide world, Jeffrey Then=)

And sweetie s, I hope i can find a way to ease your pain, to help you deal with whatever you are going thru right now.

Nobody says its going to be easy, but i will be here with you.

That which does not kill me, makes me stronger.

Cos I miss the old happy me. And sooooooo.... Im bringing the happy me back *Dance ard in circle and touch my toes=)

Random

Its funny how you are still able to make me nervous=S

Words without action are meaningless.

Maybe i just need something to happen, a sign that things are going to change(for better or for worse). i need a reason to go on, to fight on. i need some bloody hope to cling on to! i was fighting hard against all the odds.

Then i thought, just for a millisecond, I thought.. wads the point when im doing it all alone.