Trapped in this whirlwind of emotions

I feel that im screaming at the top of my voice
but no one can hear me...

Cant afford to fall back into the old me..
I have too much to lose now..

Why?

If u rlly care about my feelings, u wouldnt have done all those things despite me telling u how i felt...

Why care now when the damage has been done? Repeatedly...

This marks the end...

Peyton sawyer once said "every song has an ending.. But is there any reason not to enjoy the music?"

And so... I've finally plucked up all the courage i have and finished the final season of one tree hill... And yes.. I bawl my eyes out..

I was in sec sch when i started on the show.. It've been 9 solid years.. The show brought me so much tears and i really grew up with the show! I find myself connecting with brooke( yes go ahead n laugh).. The love, the betrayal, the family issue and etc. They are just so close to me..

One tree hill, its finally the end and its been an incredible one:) Mark Schwahn, u r one hell of a producer..

Always...

Pulling away is what i always do..

Dont, just dont..

When your "I Miss You" stresses me out..

Promises

For better or for worse,
For richer, for poorer,
In sickness and in health,
To love and to cherish...

How many actually fulfill these promises...

Where do we go from here?

Can we ever delete someone off our heart, just like how we are able to delete them off our contacts..

One way to not get ur heart broken is to pretend you dont have one- charlie sheen

Women..

Is it really necessary for a girl to close one eye..

And so I asked my dad, if it is ok for a married man to visit those sleazy places. He say it depend on the line of work. And visiting sleazy pubs doesnt mean that he will have to slp with the girls there. Of cos it still comes down to the key word "trust". In which, trust is earned n not given. So yeap..

I have my own set of relationship beliefs.. Bottom line is that I dont wan to be the girl to wait at home and not knowing the wherebout of my partner. I dont wan to know things from a third person.. I dont control, i just want to know.. Its not difficult isnt it?

It pains me knowing that my twin is going thru this and i dont know what to do to help becos im nt married or rather im nt even in a relationship. So who am i to give advice?

Trust n faith

The moment that you start questioning a person's genuineness is the moment that you should do yourself a favor & cut them out of your life.

I.need.a.hug

Dont wan to know, dont wan to ask because i dont wan to care.

When you stop caring, you stop hurting.

Top 5 regrets

Bronnie Ware, a nurse who works with the dying, has recorded the top five regrets people have on their deathbeds.

1. "I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me." Bronnie notes that most people felt they wasted their healthy youths, and were remorseful for not taking advantage of the things they were able to do.

2. "I wish I hadn't worked so hard." Ware says she heard this from every male patient she nursed. Since her patients tend to be from an older generation where many women didn't work, it's not surprising.

3. " I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings." Apparently some of Bronnie's patients became ill from resentment and anger they had from unexpressed feelings. And "as a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming."

4. "I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends." Many patients regretted losing touch with good friends, who they were unable to track down and contact in their final days.

5. "I wish that I had let myself be happier." While letting oneself be happy should be easy, work, relationships and general life can bring us down. Sometimes it's worth stepping back and examining what's actually worth getting upset over. 

Yet another realization

I was off to the gym. And as i was rushing for time, i reached for the nearest pair in the shoe cabinet. the hot pink pretty asics running shoes..

I knew the pair of shoes were a tad small but i didn quite care.. It was the last pair in the store and i really liked it.

My toes were squashed and painful at the end of the gym session.

In a nut shell, u can by all means squeeze your size 7 feet into a size 6.5 shoes. But at the end of the day it will just hurt ur feet.. And you will be the one hurting..

Fall in love whn u r ready, not whn u r lonely..

Better to be alone, than with the wrong guy isnt it?

Afterall if something is meant to be, it will happen. At the right time, w the right one and for the right best reason..

Choose wisely.

A first..

A guy who can cook, is equally sexy as a guy who plays bball.

Sexy...

Love is like a rose..

Whn you have it in your grasp, you have to bare the thorns.

Needs to be more emotional connected, just slighty perhaps.

My wisdom tooth is hurting the hell out of me, and so is my inflammed throat.