Saturday, July 14, 2012

Bitter love

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.- Mika, Happy ending


Sunday, July 1, 2012

Out of reach

Knew the signs
Wasnt right
I was stupid for awhile
Swept away by u
And now i feel like a fool
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was i ever loved by you.....

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Ironic..

We drift away for a reason.. Not because i moved on with other friends.. But bcos:

1.)im sick of ur boys issue.. Same issue different boys.. For godsake, u r not 18yrs old anymore
2.)stop thinking tt u r always right.. If so, stop asking me to make decision for u
3.)lastly, it will b awesome if u can take ur bossiness somewhere else...

Somone once told me to surround myself with who i want to be.. And thats why we drifted...

Friday, June 8, 2012

Damn...

Sometimes u rlly just expect the older people to b more mature...

Shut the eff up and get over it... Seriously...

Friday, June 1, 2012

Nothing is worse than.....

A stingy guy...

Theres a fine line between being thrifty and stingy.... I mean c mon!!

Friday, May 18, 2012

For u....

Lust is temporary, romance can be nice, but love is the most important thing of all. Bcos without love, lust and romance will always b short-lived...

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Trapped in this whirlwind of emotions

I feel that im screaming at the top of my voice
but no one can hear me...

Cant afford to fall back into the old me..
I have too much to lose now..

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Why?

If u rlly care about my feelings, u wouldnt have done all those things despite me telling u how i felt...

Why care now when the damage has been done? Repeatedly...

Monday, May 7, 2012

This marks the end...

Peyton sawyer once said "every song has an ending.. But is there any reason not to enjoy the music?"

And so... I've finally plucked up all the courage i have and finished the final season of one tree hill... And yes.. I bawl my eyes out..

I was in sec sch when i started on the show.. It've been 9 solid years.. The show brought me so much tears and i really grew up with the show! I find myself connecting with brooke( yes go ahead n laugh).. The love, the betrayal, the family issue and etc. They are just so close to me..

One tree hill, its finally the end and its been an incredible one:) Mark Schwahn, u r one hell of a producer..

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Always...

Pulling away is what i always do..

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Dont, just dont..

When your "I Miss You" stresses me out..

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Promises

For better or for worse,
For richer, for poorer,
In sickness and in health,
To love and to cherish...

How many actually fulfill these promises...

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Where do we go from here?

Can we ever delete someone off our heart, just like how we are able to delete them off our contacts..

One way to not get ur heart broken is to pretend you dont have one- charlie sheen

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Women..

Is it really necessary for a girl to close one eye..

And so I asked my dad, if it is ok for a married man to visit those sleazy places. He say it depend on the line of work. And visiting sleazy pubs doesnt mean that he will have to slp with the girls there. Of cos it still comes down to the key word "trust". In which, trust is earned n not given. So yeap..

I have my own set of relationship beliefs.. Bottom line is that I dont wan to be the girl to wait at home and not knowing the wherebout of my partner. I dont wan to know things from a third person.. I dont control, i just want to know.. Its not difficult isnt it?

It pains me knowing that my twin is going thru this and i dont know what to do to help becos im nt married or rather im nt even in a relationship. So who am i to give advice?

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Trust n faith

The moment that you start questioning a person's genuineness is the moment that you should do yourself a favor & cut them out of your life.