Just give me a break

And cut me some slack.

My luck is improving(I THINK)

Im thankful for having a great job.I’m hardly ever miserable at work. I’m thankful that not only do I have a good job, but I genuinely enjoy the people I work with.
Im thankful for things to look forward to. I have goals, big and small, on my list, both planned and yet to be, to be excited about.
Im thankful for The hard times: Because they've made me stronger and wiser, and the good times even better.
Im thankful for all the lovely ladies in my life. Ladies who I can count on, who care about me, and who want only the best for me.
Lastly Im thankful for all the blessings and good luck=)

2009 have been a really really REEAAALLLLy good year. And now I cant wait to see what 2010 have for me!!!!!

ZoukOut 2009!

SOOOO. anyway. with regard to my previous post. Headed down to zoukout despite the nasty rashes. HAHA who cares. everyone was high, i doubt they even notice my ugly rashes. Richie Hawkin was the bomb! And before anyone ask why not Armin since he is like the #1 DJ in the world, it was becos i headed back before Armin started playing(he was scheduled at 5am plus)!!! Yes, loser. But i cant help it! My foot KO-ed at aroung 5am, too much jumping. LOL

Zoukout was surprisingly fun(minus some usual issue)! The house music was phenomenal, the rnb sucks thou. but seriously, i wasnt expecting zoukout to be that fun. Reviews for the past few yrs haven been exactly good. Guess im just lucky!

Damn

Despite alrdy gotten the zoukout tix, I think im gonna give it a miss. My skin is suffering from the worst skin allegy ever. My arms, my legs my whole body. They are so raw, red and itchy=(

Every ending marks a new beginning

Im almost ready to spread my wings and fly.

Lost and not found.

Lost in transition, stuck in unsatisfactory circumstances, confused about my direction in life.

I started out so motivated and so full of drive. But now im not so sure. Im not even clear of my goal now. i cant see what is in front of me. I need to figure my way out of this.

I know i can definitely pull thru this, but the ultimate qn is when?

I think im about to cry.

Theres so many things in my head, i dont even know where to start. I think i ought to stop stressing myself out, stop trying to give 101% in everything and maybe from then i will learn to relax=(

YUMMMYYYY

The food were not only phenomenal, they are also my last feast before my diet.( which btw starts tmr) i have put on a hefty weight i know, so shut up. So anyway, diet starts tmr. back to calorie watching=((

me no like calories counting=((

Simple yet...

Its funny how something he said fits right into the empty place in my heart=)

Tonsillolith.

Managed to scrap thru my work today and revisted the doctor. Gotten another jab from the doctor today. This time, it hurt like mofo!!!!

So anyway, the doctor told me i had tonsillolith. In layman term, it meant tonsil stone, like ulcers on my tonsil. The worst thing is, i have not one and not two but 4 of those on my tonsil. Which also makes makes swallowing even water a bitch, let alone swallow food.

And a throbbing headache aint exactly an icing on the cake=(( Maybe i shld just get rid of the tonsil once and for all.

Sick. AGAIN.

Had a really infected throat and high fever=( Got a jab from the doctor and was told to go for blood test if fever have not subside by wed. Pretty bad huh?

39.3 degree c. Was sent home by the doctor and given 2 days of mc.
39.5 degree c. On the second day of mc.
37.5 degree c. In the noon.
38.2 degree c. In the evening.
37.0 degree c. Now.

So one min it was up and another min it is down. The fluctuating of my temperature are kinda driving me insane.

But i just got to say that i really appreciate the "get-well-soon" and "drink-more-water-and-rest-more" smses=) They really did brighten up my day=)

Confused.

"Well, it seems to me that the best relationships--the ones that last-- are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is...suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with." -Dana Scully (The X-Files)

My day

You know, i have this habit of being SUPER emo on my birthday. But amazingly, i wasnt that emo this yr. still feel abit of sadness, but not as much as before. Thats a good thing right?

So anyway! On my birthday, the company bought me a ice cream cake and of cos sang me the wellness infinity bdae song=) i haven had someone singing me bdae song for a rlly long time, the last time was say 4 yrs ago? Afterwhich, the managers decided to bring me to carousel@Royal Plaza Hotel. I love my colleagues, managers and basically the whole company=)

Then it was the weekend celebration with wendy babe and rayner. Nice catching up with them. They are like the friends whom i might not meet often, yet i know that they will always be there type of friend. Precious much? LOL.

Sunday was deepavali celebration at auntie sarah's house. awesome indian food and cookies! And did i mention that it is my first deepavali celebration?

Was greeted by a really sweet msg, totally brighten my day=)

*rlly lazy to upload photos. shall do so when i feel more like it. HAHA!

Thank you me

Just so you know, Im now CPR and AED certifed.

Three more days to my day. And I've decided to give myself a ultimate shopping spree as a birthday present. Cant think of a better birthday present. HEHE.

Berry good.

StrawBlackberry? This question have been flooding my mind ever since i dropped my mobile. But the thing is that im not exactly a very careful kinda person when it comes to mobile phone. Its either i lost it, or i dropped it and it usually happen within a year of purchase. So basically, the life span of my mobile is at most a year. HAHA. pathetic.

SO SHOULD I GET IT ANOT?