goodbye singapore and hello philipine

see you when I'm back on nye:)

Honey, dont throw stone. n dont push ur luck.

Cos i cant control wad others say.. but at least i know i can control how i react(or dont react) and feel about them. She can say whadever she like, as the saying goes "People who live in glass houses should not throw stones".

and well, im damn sure im not gonna become a victim of this kind of stupidity, childish and small-mindedness.

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你想要的我却不能够给你我全部；
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的

Not exactly a fan of chinese music. But i happened to chance upon this song(i think its quite an old song alrdy) on youtube recently, and have been hooked ever since. The lyrics are so straight to the heart, so true, so meaningful.

But ultimately, thanks for being there when im.. Ermm.. Hiding in the toilet:x

The simplest thing.

The most ridiculously long yet extremely enjoyable conversation about the most random things imaginable=D

Im back(sorta)

I know, i know. I have been missing in action and well. Truth to be told, i have been trying to find myself back. Not the party me. I really had a hard time figuring out where to go(aside from zouk). Then after last weekend, i realized. It doesnt exactly matter where one go, for what matters is the company! For instance, last fri. I met up with this poly friend of mine. we went for chinese food followed by some chill out session at wala. I was home by midnight! As for sat, i stayed home the entire day. Yet i wasnt bored, and yes not at all. We talked, from 10pm to 7am the next day. Other than feeling friggin tired, i was happy.

All i can say is that things are kinda taking its turn. "Whatever happen, happens for a reason" so im gonna just go with the flow and maybe ride on the wave.

& be thankful for what I've got. also to lose the weight tt i've gained. MUAHAHHAHAA...

=D

WOW..

Forget the past that made you cry and start focusing on the phuture(sorry i cant help it)future that make you smile.

And oh! My Mobile bill for the month of Oct came up to $168.. yeahh, how auspicious NOT. Who the hell did i even text.. seriously...

Wont stop, cant stop

And despite it all, he still mean the world to her, she just kept it all in her. But deep inside, she will drop everything just to be by his side. She will go all out to brighten his day, even if she can't even brighten her own.

She never stopped loving him, she just temporarily stopped showing it.

Sick n bored

Unwell

Awesome, at this critical make it or break it point of time. My body is down. Fever, running nose and the main culprit, tonsillitis. What a pain in the ass and damn!

Dr Lucas, here i come!

Cause life's too short to dwell on the unchangeable.

Life is full of disappointments and people you trusted will sooner or later let you down. I've learned that often those you love will love someone else and there's only one way to fall. Often fast and hard. I've learned that everything can change in a blink of eye and tears often come involuntarily. I've learned crying can make us stronger and there is can never be too much love to go around. Lastly, I've found that every time you give someone a piece of your heart, it's a piece that you will never get back.

I dunno when and I dunno how. But i know that we won't ever really be close again and someday, you and i will stop talking. And eventually, we will grow apart. Im not giving up, Im just accepting tt things just werent meant to be or supposed to be. I have reached a point where im tired of chasing and trying to fix things.

I really never wanted to leave, but you have never ever gave me a reason to stay.

A promise is a comfort for a fool

I have came to realize that u r just a guy, a special one maybe, but u r not mine at the end of the day. and i dont need to do things to make u love me again. cos if u wanted to, u would. Maybe this time.. we r really going back to our lives, separate from each other. And maybe one day when you see me, when I see you, we will pretend we dont know that at one time we were lovers.

You've clearly made your point when u chose partying instead of spending my 21st bday w me. You know what is the funny part? The girl wasnt the one who changed this time, the guy did.

And this is prove.

Busy weekend

Suffering from the cough of the yr=(( Nonetheless it didnt quite affect the weekend activities. Velvet on fri, was half smashed. belated bday celebration w Briana jie jie n Ron kor kor on sat! "Takers" w ivan and Ipuddo ramen-ed with the besties couple(Morv n Aud) on sunday.

Thanks Ron n Briana jie for the red packet.. many thanks and much appreciated=) And Paul smith perfume is my new love=) Thank u besties<3

*cough cough cough cough x infinity

White lie

noun. An often trivial, diplomatic or well-intentioned untruthful statement, often with the further intention to maintain a secret or reputation, protect someone's feelings.

Love is all we need

Ok, my birthday is officially over. Had a blast for my 21st! Thanks everyone who really make the effort to make the whole celebration works.

Now i present you my fav ppl(my gf, my bffs, my confidants) on the planet:

Baby Audrey.

My three girls=)

Morven and my fav aunt!!!!!!!

and so i miss.

I miss having u lie next to me
I miss slping in ur arms
I miss how you like to play and smell my hair
I miss hw u hold my hands whn we cross the road
I miss hw u roll ur eyes at me when i do silly things
I miss the instant noodle tt you cook
I miss how u complain about my blanket kicking habit

Lastly, i think i rlly misses u. x