ZoukOut 2009!

SOOOO. anyway. with regard to my previous post. Headed down to zoukout despite the nasty rashes. HAHA who cares. everyone was high, i doubt they even notice my ugly rashes. Richie Hawkin was the bomb! And before anyone ask why not Armin since he is like the #1 DJ in the world, it was becos i headed back before Armin started playing(he was scheduled at 5am plus)!!! Yes, loser. But i cant help it! My foot KO-ed at aroung 5am, too much jumping. LOL

Zoukout was surprisingly fun(minus some usual issue)! The house music was phenomenal, the rnb sucks thou. but seriously, i wasnt expecting zoukout to be that fun. Reviews for the past few yrs haven been exactly good. Guess im just lucky!

Damn

Despite alrdy gotten the zoukout tix, I think im gonna give it a miss. My skin is suffering from the worst skin allegy ever. My arms, my legs my whole body. They are so raw, red and itchy=(

Every ending marks a new beginning

Im almost ready to spread my wings and fly.

Lost and not found.

Lost in transition, stuck in unsatisfactory circumstances, confused about my direction in life.

I started out so motivated and so full of drive. But now im not so sure. Im not even clear of my goal now. i cant see what is in front of me. I need to figure my way out of this.

I know i can definitely pull thru this, but the ultimate qn is when?

I think im about to cry.

Theres so many things in my head, i dont even know where to start. I think i ought to stop stressing myself out, stop trying to give 101% in everything and maybe from then i will learn to relax=(

YUMMMYYYY

The food were not only phenomenal, they are also my last feast before my diet.( which btw starts tmr) i have put on a hefty weight i know, so shut up. So anyway, diet starts tmr. back to calorie watching=((

me no like calories counting=((

Simple yet...

Its funny how something he said fits right into the empty place in my heart=)