YES

Wearing thin to the core

Gone were the independent, free spirited, carefree Jesssamine.
And yes, its starting to get to me=(

My vision seem blocked and i feel all messed up inside out.

I have been having really negative ideas in my head these days, it feels dark again.

Real dark.
Back to those days when all i wan to do is to feel alive.

BREATHE. JUST BREATHE.

Anti valentine

A true valentine's day hater.

Lets all pretend to be extra nice today just bcos its some crappy valentine's day.

A pretentious, superficial valentine's day.

On a side note

To ask or not to ask.
To tell or not to tell.

These are the questions.

Communication is the foundation to a good relationship. And if communication is the key then its also the last thing i wish to change in my relationship.

All is good in my rs and i wish to keep it that way.

Its the pms, i hope:(

2.30am and still awake.

Makes me wonder if it was the tea or there's just an overflowing of things in my mind. Or maybe its just the pms.

=(

Underwater

Ever tried breathing underwater? U can only hold ur breathe for that long before u start sinking..

And thts exactly what im feeling right now.

In the arms of an angel...

Life is just so short and unfair..

He is only 23 yrs old... He still hve yet to do so many things.. What about his family... His friends.. His goals..

He will always be remembered as the one to being us joy and laughter.

Tai seng, u will be missed. Thank you for the 16 yrs of memories.I hope that you are in a better place right now.

Say what?!?!

I love him

Wow, and so we have met each others family. Thats really fast i know. But everything just fall so nicely into place and there's simply no excuse to not go with the flow.
 

Fallen

Too right, too fast, too soon?

Indeed a blessing in disguise

This time, it might just be the one i have been waiting for...

Everything happen too fast and i was taken aback by my feelings as well..

I feel different this time round.. In a good way:)

Some things gt t be said...

All of that was a long time ago. Some of its hurts, some of it doesnt. It all mattered then. A lot.

But its gone now.. All of it..

Love me if u dare.....

Becos im afraid? Bcos i cant get myself broken once more? Bcos i know that i might b able to withstand yet another blow?

I back away.. I always do... This is one thing, one risk i wouldnt dare to take...

And might just b the one that break me down....

Be patient and tough

You will never realize your true strength until being strong is your only option left. 
Until you are broken,
you won’t know what you’re truly made of.

Bitter love

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.- Mika, Happy ending