Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Nickleback- If today was your last day

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

Monday, August 30, 2010

Fever=(

But this is not the end. Im gonna bounce back. Just watch me.

Best friends, thanks for everything.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Not again.

I totally top the chart for losing things in the club.

And this time, with a hefty price tag. I am just that lucky that the cash deposit machine was down and i couldnt deposit my pay.. so my pay, plus my friend's camera.. 2k? good game jess, good game.

Bottom line is. Im stopping clubbing. And dad is implementing the 2359 on me=S

Thanks for being there .

Thursday, August 26, 2010

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
我飞行 但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
多的是 你不知道的事
盘旋在你看不见的高空里

Thankful.

Thanks for being there when i really need someone to talk to. Thanks for getting me ice cream cos u knew that i was really down. Thanks for acting like a clown just to make me laugh. I know i have always been nasty to you, scolding you like no others but thanks for being my best brother in the whole wide world, Jeffrey Then=)

And sweetie s, I hope i can find a way to ease your pain, to help you deal with whatever you are going thru right now.

Nobody says its going to be easy, but i will be here with you.

Monday, August 23, 2010

That which does not kill me, makes me stronger.

Cos I miss the old happy me. And sooooooo.... Im bringing the happy me back *Dance ard in circle and touch my toes=)

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Random

Its funny how you are still able to make me nervous=S

Friday, August 20, 2010

Words without action are meaningless.

Maybe i just need something to happen, a sign that things are going to change(for better or for worse). i need a reason to go on, to fight on. i need some bloody hope to cling on to! i was fighting hard against all the odds.

Then i thought, just for a millisecond, I thought.. wads the point when im doing it all alone.

Monday, August 16, 2010

Crossroad


With a choice to make and no guarantee where the road leads.

But I will not know where the road will lead until I take it. There is no guarantee the choices will lead to happiness because somethings are just beyond my control.

People who are meant to be together always find a way to each other. so yes. PEACE OUT=)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Gone bad

My intention was good, im sure. However, it backfired. It really did.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Now what?

"Its not that i dont trust you, but its your heart tat i dont trust"
"But isn't that what you signed up for"

And that's what my friends been telling me. As much as i wan to deny it, its true in every possible way. Most of the time I try my very best to not ask question that i already know the answer, but sometimes, even the mere 0.01% gives me hope, gives me a reason to stay and a reason to fight on.

I know exactly wat shit im getting myself into, but maybe im used to the pain r/s brings me. It makes me feel alive and not dead.

"You love the heart that hurts you, hurt the heart that loves you", cliche yet so true.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Perfectly imperfect.

I'm just me. Faults, shortcomings, AND all the good things.