What an awesome weekend!

A quality amount was shared with my all my beloved. Sometime its really the quality and not the quantity tt matters.

I realized that im becoming very picky with food=( TSK

Speechless

False friends are like our shadow, keeping close to us while we walk in the sunshine, but leaving us the instant we cross into the shade.

Happy times and bygone days are lost.

You Fall for the Sensitive and Romantic Type

You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you do. You know you've found your soulmate when you're with someone you'd die for. You believe in sacrificing everything for true love, if necessary.

A simple "I miss you," kiss, or even look can sweep you off your feet. You tend to get lost in the moment. You believe in happy endings, and you're looking for a prince or princess willing to ride off into the sunset with you.

u tell me la, how?!

The signs

1. i save all his smses
2. i grin like an idiot when he smses me while overseas
   
3. i tell him i misses him
4. i forced him to make the time stop so tt we can forever stay tt way(im corny lyk tt k!)
5. he listen attentively to my 2 hrs of crap when im high on alcohol
6. he is rather cute
7. we knew each less than 2 weeks
8. i wishes him a happy 1 weekiversary.(now, stop laughing)
   
9. he has a clean reputation, supposedly ok i think im wrong bout this.
   
10. he is tall( HAHHAHAHHA!!!! this is important ok!)
    

What does this mean? I dunno, i have forgotten how the L word feels like, looks like, sounds like.

TGIF-ed

I think i am still paying for wad i drank on friday night=( terrible headache.

Let me break it down what exactly happened on friday. Tons of beer at the hawker, wala wala, follow by absinthe which was a big mistake, however the biggest mistake was was asking a friend for a drink. Because a drink turns out to be bottle. The rest was bits and pieces of memories. Like talking way too much, giving out real mobile no. and lastly giving drunk calls. HAHAHAHA.

i have this bad habit of drunk calling/smsing thus i have also master the art of emptying all my msges before i beat myself up the next day.

But sometimes, i think being drunk gave u an excuse to do/say things tt u will not do. Alcohol makes u brave, not stupid. it gives u the courage to do things tt u dont dare to yet want to when u r sane. get it?

2 more weeks till he is back!

In loving memories...

2 cases of suicide within 2 months.

It kinda hit me. The first one was Ethan, someone from work, we weren't exactly friends, more like acquaintance. He wasn't exactly the nicest guy and i wasnt exactly fond of him either. however deep inside him, was a sad untold past. In which we only found out after his death.

The second one was someone from TP, Melissah Toh. Ok, i dont know her, not at all. I was told that it was due to a failed r/s. Im sure there is a story behind her case too, just like every other suicide case. She is so young, so much more to accomplish in her life. Its a pity, really a pity.

Contrary to how the two simple words "commit suicide" sound, it takes more than just courage to end one's life. The struggle and the emotion running thru before the final plunge. The lose of hope, the feeling of emptiness and the loneliness.

May they rest in peace.