Expectations.

So, recently friends ard me have been giving me the "u-kinda-rlly-need-a-bf" actions. Im not too sure if its working. I mean, sure i do want a bf. But not just ANY bf. Idk, sometimes i think that my expectations are too high. arughh. i dunno!!!! and im shy. YES, Jess is very shy with guys.

Anyway, i was rlly bored. thus i came up with a list of like hmm my bf expections.

1. A Sense of humor- I goof around alot. I love to laugh and I need my someone who is able to make me laugh and laugh with me.

2. Virtues Character- Honest, strong morals and filial. C mon, this is like the basic!!

3. Responsible- Independent and know to take care of things without me having to nag him.

4. Rational- Mature, logical thinking, not act on impulse or argue like a child. There's a fine line between child-like and childish.

5. Sensitive- Im quite the emo person. I think too much for my own good, he need to know how to handle the situation without hurting my feelings.

6. Sporting- Im a veryyy adventurous person. Im pretty reckless and daring. Pretty much of a no regrets kinda person. So i will rlly appreciate if he will follow suit.

Of cos, i will be lying if i saying looks and money dont matter. They sure does matter, but they are only like bonuses if u get what i mean.

So yeah, thats about it=)

Something amazing.

My career is taking a little turn right now. After almost a year, I've came to realize that this is not quite what i wanna do. Maybe its the unhappiness, maybe its the doubting from people, maybe its just not me or maybe its all of the them. They can say whatever they want, whatever they like. Because at the end of the day, i know that they are just trying to make themselves feel better.

And because i know that something amazing is waiting for me on the other side.

Cheers~