So many things to do, so little time.

This month is all bout time management. Lots preparation to be done prior to the pitching(btw its my first ever pitch!), twice a week basic exercise course that will be carry over approximately one and a half month period. And also to find some time out for the CPR+AED course, otherwise i wont be able to take the BEC exam. All to be done on top of my regular work duties!

And I feeelt really bad for not having the time to meet the girlies. Sorry prettayyys!!!!

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Wishing you a marriage filled with love and joy<3

Intruded

And all i ask for are my peace, my serenity and lastly my sleep.

Need to put an end to the cycle.

I need to stop living paycheck to paycheck. And start tracking my expenses, setting goals and cutting costs.

Im tired of the never ending, scrambling-to-make-ends-meet battle every month=(

And lastly, i want to actually start saving money!

Equivalent trade?

I've always believed in equivalent trade. For example, im nice to you so theoretically u shld be nice to me too. i did smth for you, so i shld at least get back a thank you in return. Yeap, smth like that.

But as i go into the working society, i started realizing that things are not like that. People donte necessary do that kind of thing anymore. What they care about is well, u do smth for them, they benefit from you and thats it.

So anyway, i was about to give up this "equivalent trade" idea when someone at my work place actually gave me a box of donuts. He and his wife cant stop thanking me and kept telling me that i've been of a great help to them. Its really not the donut( not exactly a fan of it), its the sincerity i see in their eyes when they say the thank you.

Hope it make sense.

Extended.

2 more days of mc.

Yeap, the first doc did no shit to me at all. my fever was still here last night thus i decided to visit another doc. and the second doc merely shook his head when i showed him the medication that the first doc prescripted me. guess that says it all?

the first doc screwed up. DAMN.

UPDATES!

First it was my wisdom tooth. Followed by a really bad headache and the last couple of days I've had a high fever. Could take it no more, i visited the doc.

As usual, its the same old thing was repeated. Sensitive nose thus more prone to some kinda infection bla bla bla... And despite so many drugs prescripted, the bill actually came out pretty decent!

Due to unneccersary spendings( medical, LOTS OF CLOTHES, LOTS OF COSMETICS) i had for the past 3 months, Im now on a self imposed 2 weeks shopping ban. Not broke, but trying to get my finances in shape. Got to start planning!

Watched a couple of Nicholas spark's movies. Boy could he write! I've watched "the notebook" and "a walk to remember" like a million times(yes its a million and one now) and i still cry every single time! And i was certain that there will not be another movie that work it like they does . BUT I WAS SOOOOO DAMN WRONG. "Nights in Rodanthe", also by Nicholas sparks, another serious tear jerker. My tears were literally flowing.

Rumor has it that another tear jerker by Nicholas sparks will be realeased in February 2010. i cant wait=))

Bad day.

1.) 2 hours of sleep prior to my bad day.
2.) toothache and a sore throat aint exactly the best combi.
3.) top up my ez link card. 50 bucks .
4.) board the bus.
5.) realized that i didnt have my ez link card in my wallet.
6.) pressed the bell, alighted the bus, looking like an idiot.
7.) ran all the way back to e atm machine.
8.) ez link card was no where to be found.
9.) called transit, and they couldnt do anything bout it.
10.) so long, my 50bucks ez link.

=(

Update!

Its a tanning booth!

After i started working, i have been too busy to even to go to the beach, i had rather get more sleep on my off day than go to the beach. hehe. thus tanning booth is my only solution to get my tan. 10 mins, all in the comfort of my own little room. nude or bikini, my choice. Skin cancer? i donte really care. As long as i got my indoor lotion on, im good. cancer or no cancer, its really up to the man up there to decide. Unfortunately, indoor tanning is pretty expensive and i guess thats the only downside.




Haven't felt too well the last couple weeks thus lack of update. Slept from 6pm(ystd) to 6am(today). shiok. haven had tt much sleep in like forever. Had dinner with kaz, jon and bro at house@dempsey. A casual with a twist of fine dinning concept restaurant. not too shabby, not too over the top.

Their menu is presented in a newspaper format. pretty innovative. no?
Lamb rack
super thin crust pizza is my new love.The 1 metre sausage.

These are only a quarter of what we've order. The rest was gobbled up before photos were taken or rather, the guys were laughing at how we girls kept taking pic so kaz and i gotta control a little. TSK, the guys just wont get it. hehe.

And once again. Im broke. 30 bucks to last till 10th. Good Game.(Taught by kaz)

Trying to be cool but looking like a fool.

She's too afraid of commitment. Too afraid to let somebody into her life.
She doesn't want to love anybody. To her, that's being weak.
She doesn't want to need someone. She wants to want someone.
She should love because she wants to. Not because she has to.
She's trying. But she donte know if she can.

Confused, yet again.

Because i used to ask ton of questions, because i used to be the one who say how i feel, because i used to be so true to myself.

Idk. i really donte. i feel like im nt me anymore.

I need a break, but im broke. and its only a week after my pay day. how great is that? 3 more weeks to go=(

Lucky im in love with my best friends!

I like meeting up with the girlies. Even if its after a long and tiring day at work<3

Getting the four of our asses down together wasnt exactly an easy task, because of different commitments and all. And last week, we finally caught up with each other over a couple of drinks and pizzas over at timbre. Awesome food, drinks, music and of cos the awesome company=)

Lets plan more outing! 2 weeks in advance booking is a good plan isnt it? LOL. alrte, im turning in. goodnight!

The end.

Shame on you if you fooled me once,
Shame on me if you fooled me twice.

I've tried to be understanding. I really did. Oh well, i shld have known better than anyone else. And look at whats happening now, I donte want and donte wish to care anymore.

Fuck it.

Life is good. Sorta.

Things are finally falling into place and I'm feeling alot less lost and confused.

Not dead.

I'm still alive.

Just tt my mood has been very intense as of late... dealin' with work, life and the storm that's been buildin' up in my head. And the whole "im-starting-to-miss-him-all-over-again" thing is not helping at all. Cant i just let it go alrdy?

and i need more sleep. im falling sick.