Healing

In the past years, I have tried to do everything to forget him. Booze and cigarettes became my best friends. I thought I was getting better and stronger, but everytime i came upon news on him, I kind of fell apart all over again. And then I found work, which kept me sane, kept me from having thinking too much.

2010, im glad and proud to say, im healing. Yes it took me almost two years to get over it. But im almost there. Never thought i could make it so far.

Bkk trip was off the hook!!

Amazing food, cheap shopping and lovely company. Needless to say, i had a blast.

And now its back to reality, back to work back to where it all started.

Happy new year to all lovlies

Since I have been really hard working in 2009(fyi I got a promotion!), i decided to reward myself with 2 awesome presents .

1.)bangkok trip with the awesome ladies.
2.)a new mobile phone.

Nope. I got neither blackberry nor iphone. I got a e71 (at a really awesome price!!!!). And its new, so why not?

Btw I'm blogging via the mobile now:)maybe its time I get a twitter account.

Pardon me for the lack of entries

Things have been so hectic this year that I have hardly had time to blog.

However despite the credit crunch I must say that i have the best year ever!

Just give me a break

And cut me some slack.

My luck is improving(I THINK)

Im thankful for having a great job.I’m hardly ever miserable at work. I’m thankful that not only do I have a good job, but I genuinely enjoy the people I work with.
Im thankful for things to look forward to. I have goals, big and small, on my list, both planned and yet to be, to be excited about.
Im thankful for The hard times: Because they've made me stronger and wiser, and the good times even better.
Im thankful for all the lovely ladies in my life. Ladies who I can count on, who care about me, and who want only the best for me.
Lastly Im thankful for all the blessings and good luck=)

2009 have been a really really REEAAALLLLy good year. And now I cant wait to see what 2010 have for me!!!!!

ZoukOut 2009!

SOOOO. anyway. with regard to my previous post. Headed down to zoukout despite the nasty rashes. HAHA who cares. everyone was high, i doubt they even notice my ugly rashes. Richie Hawkin was the bomb! And before anyone ask why not Armin since he is like the #1 DJ in the world, it was becos i headed back before Armin started playing(he was scheduled at 5am plus)!!! Yes, loser. But i cant help it! My foot KO-ed at aroung 5am, too much jumping. LOL

Zoukout was surprisingly fun(minus some usual issue)! The house music was phenomenal, the rnb sucks thou. but seriously, i wasnt expecting zoukout to be that fun. Reviews for the past few yrs haven been exactly good. Guess im just lucky!

Damn

Despite alrdy gotten the zoukout tix, I think im gonna give it a miss. My skin is suffering from the worst skin allegy ever. My arms, my legs my whole body. They are so raw, red and itchy=(

Every ending marks a new beginning

Im almost ready to spread my wings and fly.

Lost and not found.

Lost in transition, stuck in unsatisfactory circumstances, confused about my direction in life.

I started out so motivated and so full of drive. But now im not so sure. Im not even clear of my goal now. i cant see what is in front of me. I need to figure my way out of this.

I know i can definitely pull thru this, but the ultimate qn is when?

I think im about to cry.

Theres so many things in my head, i dont even know where to start. I think i ought to stop stressing myself out, stop trying to give 101% in everything and maybe from then i will learn to relax=(

YUMMMYYYY

The food were not only phenomenal, they are also my last feast before my diet.( which btw starts tmr) i have put on a hefty weight i know, so shut up. So anyway, diet starts tmr. back to calorie watching=((

me no like calories counting=((

Simple yet...

Its funny how something he said fits right into the empty place in my heart=)

Tonsillolith.

Managed to scrap thru my work today and revisted the doctor. Gotten another jab from the doctor today. This time, it hurt like mofo!!!!

So anyway, the doctor told me i had tonsillolith. In layman term, it meant tonsil stone, like ulcers on my tonsil. The worst thing is, i have not one and not two but 4 of those on my tonsil. Which also makes makes swallowing even water a bitch, let alone swallow food.

And a throbbing headache aint exactly an icing on the cake=(( Maybe i shld just get rid of the tonsil once and for all.

Sick. AGAIN.

Had a really infected throat and high fever=( Got a jab from the doctor and was told to go for blood test if fever have not subside by wed. Pretty bad huh?

39.3 degree c. Was sent home by the doctor and given 2 days of mc.
39.5 degree c. On the second day of mc.
37.5 degree c. In the noon.
38.2 degree c. In the evening.
37.0 degree c. Now.

So one min it was up and another min it is down. The fluctuating of my temperature are kinda driving me insane.

But i just got to say that i really appreciate the "get-well-soon" and "drink-more-water-and-rest-more" smses=) They really did brighten up my day=)