Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Under all the glitz and glamor, im still a simple girl looking for love.

"It’s easy to get caught up in the details and not see the light at the end of the tunnel."

Time and again, i allow my emotions to overpower my mind even when people around me who really do care are constantly reminding that i should leave the situation that will eventually bring me pain, but i choose not to listen to anyone. Many people have told me ""it is easier said than done." I don't think so! When we are in any situation where we can see no apparent opportunity of growth in that relationship, but we choose to stay anyway even though we are being hurt in the process..

oxymoron? Idk

Maybe its due to past experiences, I think that I now am afraid of being love or loving someone.
I'm insecure, cold, and afraid of happiness, sometimes I think i deserve so much more. I once joked to my friends that I only date assholes, and need "a guy that will hit back".

The parents' broken r/s destroyed me.. therefore I am condemned to a life with terrible r/s.

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